4/24/2010

In a dark bold corner in the back of the stage
Trying to fill this empty page
The mind's gone blank, the hampster's died
And an unmarked pencil's decided to guild
It's eyes start to close but it's only 8:30
It tries to stand, but it's legs are unsturdy
The pencil writes in invisable ink
or maybe in gibberish, it can't seem to think
But nonetheless, the path that it leads
Write the words that my heart can't piece

4/22/2010

Oh my gosh I'm so tired
When the lights go out my mind is wired
Restless nights after focused days
Can really take motivations away

4/21/2010

Good morning world, I hope it's good
Most everything within me pleads it should
But what I want more than pure sunshine
Is just to go back and press rewind
Yes "experiences" can make you change
But they also mislead for future days
He's not like the others, he won't let you down
He won't leave you hanging ten feet off the ground
Believe in yourself, he believes in you
Even through all this shit you put him through
So good morning world, pray it's alright
And I don't ruin things by the time it's good night

4/20/2010 part 2

Fingers quiver as they slide inside
Knuckles burn as the acid collides
Perfection perfection
10 more pounds till it's completion

4/20/2010

Chance by chance
Day by day
I feel your sting in a different way
Your poisoned tongue
Your judging gaze
Those memories constantly resonate
You've ceased care
And so I cry
Reblazing my past habits inside
Only for you
Perfection is sought
I've lost myself for you, my only want

4/19/2010

Oh how reality brings about jealousy's sting
Cause I know you would choose her over me
The way you linger on her every word
Or reassure her every concern
I can see it when you look in her eyes
The way you type exposes your hides
Your anger burns within your soul
When other guys wanna take a stroll
Don't think I don't see it. I'm not that blind
But what you don't know is that it kills me inside
Because I know that you belong with me
But the sad fact is, we can never be
Like the way you protect and defend her crown
I wish it was for me that you'd stand your ground
A girl can dream every now and then
But when my dreams turn to you, I can't go back again
With every good morning and every hello
You seem to ignore my every woe
Tell me, how many times do you talk to her a day?
And you wonder why I feel replaced..
Before I left we were unseparated
"The perfect duo" as everyone inflated
Now? Look at us! We can't even go a day
Without and "uh-huh," "yeah," or "okay"
What happened to our forever and always?
I wish we'd go back to the good ole days
Back to when it was just you and me
But then, I guess, jealous girls only dream..